Monday, September 12, 2011

He noticed!





Last night when I was getting into bed my boyfriend was laying down already and he said, "Come here skinny" My immediate response was, " I'm not skinny"  Then he said, " Yes you are. Your legs looked skinny..." then he just kind of trailed off like all of a sudden he realized, " Damn, is she losing weight?" Mini panic inside of my head like, "Oh no! He knows somethings up!" So what did I do? I started kissing him to take his mind off of it. I'm happy to say that he was completely distracted and the subject was not brought up again. Crisis averted :)        I'm starting up my new plan today. So far I'm at 130 calories and after lunch I'll be at around 300. I'm so excited. I have to go buy a bunch of supplies for my drawing class and the teacher says it should only cost around $50 (yeah, right) Also, she forgot to mention the $70 text book... Oh well. At least I get 6 hours of studio time each week. I'm super excited for my orientation at Abercrombie today.I really hope this plan works and keeps me motivated.

5 comments:

  1. Good aversion. It is scary when that happens. But, after, I always feel good about it, like a little high. Like, you don't want them to notice enought ot hospitalize you but, you do want them to notice enough to know you are skinny and amazing and beautiful:)
    Stay Strong Chica!
    <3JP

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  2. I know! I got so excited when he said that because it takes him forever to notice anything. I felt so amazing and confident after that :) The good thing about him is he would never suspect I'm not eating because I'm always cooking and making him things and talking about food I just ate. He even commented about how I eat twice as much as him once, so I think my little ruse is working. When I do get super thin, he will probably just think it's from working out and he'll congratulate me on being in shape

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  3. good distraction i hate it when that happens it makes me extremely nervous

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  4. That must have felt so great to hear that from your bf! :)

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  5. Ya, he commented on my skinny legs again last night :/

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