Curious

 I want to plan a big fast with no excuses and no failed attempts. I haven't eaten in about 14 hours now and it would be rather easy to carry on until tomorrow, but I just got this new job at Outback Steakhouse and I have training for 2 hours today and then I have to rush over to the last 2 hours of gymnastics practice. Then I have more training tomorrow and 4 hours of practice. First of all, I don't like fasting through gymnastics because I get dizzy sometimes, and dizzy + gymnastics = baaaad times. The more important reason that I can't fast is because when your at training, they give you like a feast of their food to eat and this happens on three different training nights! They want you to try everything on the menu, including desserts, before you start working. They told me " You are going to be so full during your training nights that you'll barely be able to walk out of here" That is a terrifying thought and even more of a reason to fast! I  don't know when my last training day will be, but they don't train people on the weekends, so I think I am going to fast on  Thursday-Sunday dinner at dad's house. If I start after practice on Wednesday (10PM) and continue through to about 6PM on Sunday. That's about 3 day 20 hours or 92 hours. I'm excited, especially because my dad got on my case about being thin, so at dinner on Sunday when I break my fast, I will probably lose control and tear through some food at his house, so he has no reason to question my eating habits. If I repeat this for a few weeks, I should be able to lose at least 3 pounds on the fasting days. Ugh... I just want really thin legs and hips. I need to get my ass in gear <3