As I was walking to my car after class, I realized something. I do not wish to be seen as sick, ever. As I get closer to the danger zone, I realize the sudden responsibility I am now left with. If I am going to take my body to an "unhealthy" weight, I must keep my body as healthy as possible, and maintain a healthy appearance. This means strong healthy nails, plenty of fresh water, multivitamins daily, fresh moisturized skin, shiny healthy hair, concealed blemishes and eye circles and putting effort into my daily outfits. I don't ever want anyone questioning my health status or spreading rumors about my weight loss.
On another note, I messed up a bit last night. I had some chips and chocolate after practice. Ugh
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As a result, my weight stayed at 133.4. At least it didn't go up :) I really feel like 133 is the weight whee my body wants to remain. Anything under that is a battle, so, if my weight does not drop again by Thursday morning, I will have to start changing things up. Also, I may not be able to avoid dinner tonight, so I'll have to be very very careful with how much I actually have to consume.
And now, for your entertainment, a list of 10 things that really annoy me for no real reason.
1. The sound of fans humming in the background
2. Whiny children
3. Parents that allow their children to eat unhealthily
4. The word "nonchalant"
5. The whole " real woman" movement, Seriously?
6. My hair blowing in my face
7. Rednecks, white trash, etc.
8. People who chew with their mouths open
9. Exercise of any form without a sport bra
10. Raisins
I had a chuckle at numbers 3, 5, 7 and 8. Those would all be on my list as well.
ReplyDeleteI love your list. That's pretty awesome. And I'm glad that you didn't go up after chips and chocolate. Keep up that hard work.
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love the list. raisins. haha.
ReplyDeletethis whole first paragraph though. that's exactly how i feel right now.
i want to lose weight because i feel disgusting, not so people will worry about me. if anything, i want people to wish they had my discipline, and so i want to look the healthiest possible. i've never been that thin so it might change, but i have doubts because the more weight i lose the fatter i feel.
i've been messing up recently too. i try to tell myself that messing up is part of getting it right? idk. i'm glad you didn't gain though :D