Don't Ask...

My birthday is in 1 month and 1 day. I am currently a fat tub of lard that can't get her shit together... but, I will have everything together by my birthday. 21 is kind of a big deal around here, and I can't be disgusting for my big day. today,I am fasting, and then I'm going to do the ABC diet until I'm at 127. After that, I'll come up with another plan, like always. Currently, I have my scale switched over to kg so I can't obsess over my weight as easily. I think that being 123 for the summer might just work for now. Pools open about a month after my birthday, so I have about 2 months to get really great abs and thigh gap. I really need to tone up my ass and hips. They're disgusting. Right now we are still buried under the snow, but as soon as it clears, I'm taking up running again. I have 2 trips so far this summer. California on May 15th and Israel on June 3rd! I need to be gorgeous by then. California is for my boyfriend's sister's graduation from college, and I haven't seen her in almost a year. She's a grade above me, and she is always so in shape and perfect.  Well guess what? We will see who looks better in a swim suit this year :) It's always been about even, but this year, there will be a clear winner. Below are some examples of how I'd like to be this summer. Enjoy!