Ok so something really funny happened. A few days ago, my bf told somebody that I weighed 215lbs just joking around. I acted offended and he said ya right more like 115! We joked around some more and I said " I bet I could get down to 115lbs" And he was like "really?, I think you might look too skinny then." The magic words lol " too skinny" So now that's my goal weight by the end of my weight loss challenge, 115lbs. I told him I wa going to drop that low and he seemed kind of excited about the idea.
Then today, we went to a restaurant with his friend. I was trying to play a game on his phone while he was driving and I started to feel kind of nauseated. I told him I felt kind of sick and he was like "Really? From what?" I told him it was just motion sickness, no big deal. When we got in the restaurant I brought it up again that I felt like throwing up and he said " You're weight is fine! I don't want you to be ... bisexual? umm bi-curious? " I started laughing so hard and I was like "Bulimic?" Then he was like " Oh yeah! That's what it's called" I assured him that I wasn't, and if I was, I would be a bad bulimic because you need to throw up after you eat, not before. We dropped the subject, and then when the waitress brought out bread and butter, I reached for a piece and he slapped my hand away and took the basket of bread. I felt like he didn't want me to eat and he wants me to be skinnier. He was just trying to be funny but I was relieved because he saved me from all of those calories!! When the food came, I barely picked at it and let him eat a lot of it. I can't wait to get down to 115lbs so I can be perfect and beautiful for him :)