Almost There

When I sit on the edge of a chair, knees together, Iv got some major thigh gap. Standing is a different issue, but Im so so so close that if I stick my butt back just a tiny bit, the light shines through. The food in Rome is much heavier. Thank goodness we walk so much and Im only here for four days. I really can't wait to get home and jump on the scale. I want to be at 120 flat this summer. That seems like a good place for me right now then we will talk 117 :) I miss America so badly but Im learning so much about food that minimal calories with the appearance of a lot of food should be a breeze when I get home. I can't wait to arrive in America on the 11th and get down to some serious weight loss. Until next time <3 sunshinechild 69

Reasons to Starve

Heyyy!! My clothes are getting loose :) just so ya know. Soooo Im going to the sea on Thursday and the Rome on Friday. That means tomorrow , Im going to eat as light as i can. I wish I could fast but its so hard with the Italians watching :/ I walk like 6 or more hours per day now so Im burning a lot off. Probably eating about 1000 per day according to lose it. I will post a full body pic from the sea on Thursday. i am so close to thigh gap that i can feel it. The bones are getting easier to see especially the spine. Soooo Im so so excited. P.s. I've met a lot of analysis girls here. Great thinspo :D I love you all

Italian Initiative

Ciao! Oh my goodness ! It is so beautiful here!!!! I can't even believe i am actually in Italy. Everything here is just so perfect. It's like a dream. I am very excited also because i can feel pressure from analysis setting in again so losing is going to be so much easier. Also, we only eat three times each day and the food it so light and fearful that it satisfies you quicker so you eat less. Also we walk and move so much that i know Im shrinking. The food is all whole and so clean that feel so healthy. I read something about someone losing ten lbs in Italy so maybe it will happen for me too. Who knows? I have to go now but Ill try to update soon and answer my question i posted. Thank you for all of the responses :) I love you all <3

Arrivederci America!!

 I leave in about 9 hours!! AHHHHHHHH I've been so nervous/excited all day that I couldn't eat practically at all. All I had was some trail mix. Ugh I'm so anxious right now, it's crazy. The bags are packed and I guess physically I'm ready, but emotionally, I'm still not there yet. Wow oh wow! I hope I can update while I'm in Italy. If not I wish you all the best of luck, and I'll see you July 11!  When I come back, I am going to start posting a question of the day, because I feel like I need to get to know you all better. For today, my question is, what brought you to blogger? I'm going to miss you all <3 Sunshine                                                                                                            .                                      Oh P.S. 121.2   ;)

This Has to be a Dream

I can't believe it. I just can't believe it. 9AM Sunday, I'm outta here. Europe bound baby!! Wow oh wow, I am so nervous/excited/anxious/happy/scared/amazed  Too much is going on in my head right now. I still have so much that I need to do and buy and pack. Ahhhhh!

Until Then...

I will not weigh myself again until the day before I leave. June 16. Today, I was at 130.8 when i woke up. I need to stop late night binging, Ugh...