Emergency Room

Why me? lol Seriously, I don't know how I do this to myself. First, I break my big toe on my left foot on beam. Then, on Wednesday, I broke my big toe on my right foot, and I shattered the nail. It was bleeding everywhere. Yuck. So then, last night, I was having a belated birthday celebration with my family . We did cake and presents and everything and it was all wonderful. I decided to walk around the house on my hands and I made it all the way across the kitchen, and my dad says " Don't kick the light!!" There is a big chandelier in the entry way of the house, and I have no idea why he yelled that, because I would be nowhere close to that high. Anyways, I turned around, and as I was coming out of my hand stand, and I kicked the doorknob. It didn't hurt too bad, but then I looked down and the toe next to my little toe was facing the opposite way. There was this huge space between that toe and the middle toe. It looked like a big V in the middle of my foot. It was disgusting. I had to go to the ER and they had to do x-rays and then they said I dislocated my toe. They put it back in place and taped it to my middle toe so it wouldn't pop back out. I have gymnastics today, and I don't know what my coach is going to say lol Wow I have some screwed up feet now. This post is my excuse for why I couldn't update yesterday :) I think it's a valid excuse, right? I'll do a proper post after gymnastics. <3 Sunshine

Happy Birthday To Me

  Sorry I've been so distant. A lot is going down right now. I'll fill you all in Tomorrow. I have to think of a good birthday wish. 

Weigh In 2

Despite everything, I weighed in at 130 flat. That's after a day of fasting and 4+ hours of conditioning/gymnastics practice. That's after sitting in the blazing sun sweating the evil out. That's after a bunch of chocolate laxis. :) I made it...

I Hate Myself

Binged horribly on Saturday and Sunday nights. I'm so scared. If I don't make my weigh in, I will fast and workout like crazy until it's gone. Omg this is so scary. I'm gonna take a laxi to get all of this out of my system. By the way, here is link. Not sure how I feel about sharing this, but here goes. It's a site about how to get started with pro-ana http://proanalifestyle.blogspot.com/2007/07/5-week-plan-to-start-off-with-ana.html See you all tomorrow!

Umm... What Happened to Blogger

  I'm seriously confused with this new format that blogger decided to come out with today. I seriously reloaded my blog several times hoping that it would go away Haha. So, I'm on my period and feeling super bloated, and my abs still look amazing today after my workout yesterday. I can't believe that I have visible abs today. I tried to do another pullup workout last night, but I was so exhausted that I physically couldn't do it :) It makes me happy that I pushed myself to exhaustion last night. No quitting, no excuses. Oooh , by the way, there are some apps that you all need to get on your phone! Idk if they have them for the Iphone or not but I have an android. Look up Pull Ups pro, Push Ups pro, Sit Ups pro, and also look up Squats pro. The 4 aps are free and they should say like Pull Ups Your Personal Fitness Trainer and then it will say the same thing for the other aps but with squats, push ups, and then sit ups. The aps are amazing!! The first time you use it, you do a fitness test to see how many you can do of the exercise at one time. Then, the ap comes up with a daily workout plan for you. It's awesome! For the push up one, you put your phone on the floor and then each time you do a push up you have to touch your nose or chin to the phone so it counts your push ups. The training programs get you to be able to do 100 pushups in a row, 20 pullups, 200 sit ups, and 200 squats. It tracks your progress each day and also calories burned. The aps are easy to use and seriously fun and motivating. Please get them if you have a smart phone! They will help you to get in awesome shape for summer <3 

Turbo Workout

I just cranked out the moves of the week, 120 situps, 170 squats, 62 pushups,60 reverse leg lifts, and 20 pullups! My body is shaking a little bit lol

Workoutarama!!

I got off of work really early tonight, so until the BF gets home, in about an hour or an hour and a half, I'm gonna work my ass off! I can't wait to get a sweat going. Instead of posting a move of the day ( I'm way to lazy lol) I will post a move of the week. Here is the move I'm doing for my butt http://www.glamour.com/health-fitness/2008/02/butt-exercise#slide=1 and here is the one for thigh gap http://www.realsimple.com/health/fitness-exercise/workouts/trim-your-inner-thighs-00000000035180/page2.html I gotta go workout!!