
Hello hello hello! First of all, I would just like to say that I am writing this post to delay typing up my paper for English class. I am such a procrastinator. Anywho, I'm only weighing myself once a week so I don't go crazy, but my BF said something last night that kind of got to me. I was hanging around the living room last night wearing sweatpants and a sportsbra when he came up to hug me. He was running his hands down my sides and he was like, "you look skinnier or something, but it looks like your hips are pressed in. I remember your hip bones used to stick out more" I just smiled and told him it was because I've been building up more muscle and that's covering my hipbones. On the inside, I was on high alert! WTF!? You can't see my hipbones as much anymore? That's because they're covered in disgusting lard. Ugh... I hate myself. On that note, I'm going paleo for the SGD. I'm only allowed lean protein, fruit, veg, nuts,seeds, eggs, and healthy oils. Grains are seriously my worst enemy at the moment. I need to see my bones. I can't wait any longer. I'm tired of being a lard ass. It's so hard not to lose control at night... Any tips?