Tuesday, November 4, 2014

Sitting Pretty

Have you all noticed a shift in your set weight since all the Ana madness ensued?

Back before all of this, in my Senior year of high school, my weigh would sit between 135-140 
if I wasn't consciously trying to manage it.

Once college happened, and I became obsessed with the numbers 
133 was an amazing number, and anything above 137 was absolutely disgusting
The I dropped into the 130-135 range
and down 
and down
 and down
Now my weight naturally sits between 123 and 127 without me even trying to maintain
I guess my habits have changed and i just didn't notice
If I start to approach anything resembling 130, I panic and starve
last time I weighed, I was 123.6

I don't look any different, but i always feel like I can feel the bones in my face protruding
You can't possibly lose 14% of your body weight and not notice
idk, though...
I feel like I look the exact same, 
but with a high weigh of 143, those 20 lbs obviously went somewhere...